Going into this practicum, I am faced
with mixed emotions. On the one hand, I
am very excited to have reached the point in my educational career to apply all
that I have learned about learning disabilities through my coursework to a real
life classroom. However, this is also
nerve-racking for me for a couple reasons.
Since I have always been under a supervising teacher, one concern I have
is being solely responsible for establishing and implementing the children’s
learning goals in a compressed time frame. Another concern I have
is the feeling of being ill-prepared, as I lack hands-on experience in working
directly with students who have a wide range of learning needs and behaviors. I quickly learned on the first day that a room with children who all require individualized help based on a wide range of needs is challenging and requires the teacher to be purposeful and strategic in differentiating instruction across representation, engagement, and expression and action.
Given the fore mentioned concerns, I was overwhelmed by the necessity to "hit the ground" running with identifying the specific areas of needs and goals for my students as the time is of the essence. Selecting appropriate assessments was challenging as I needed to ensure they were intentionally selected and could isolate the skill deficits my children required based on their identified needs provided by their previous teachers. I quickly learned that assessments are not a "one size fits all" as I had to modify and reconsider assessments according to individual student needs. The need for phonetic awareness, sight word recognition, decoding, fluency, writing skills, and math skills is a common thread for my students. I learned collecting a battery of assessments is a time consuming task, but, is absolutely necessary for goals setting as it provides baseline information and areas of need for my students. Strategically selecting assessments has provided Ms. Heatly and I a clear picture of isolated skills and specific deficits we need to hone in on in each child.
I am genuinely excited for the next month to see how much my students and I will grow. There is no doubt that this experience will provide me with a great learning opportunity that will challenge me and help me grow professionally.
Pre-teaching Goals:
1.
I will strive to be confident in my
ability to consistently prepare and teach intentional lessons in a timely
manner. In the past, I have had a tendency to over plan and include as
many activities as I can in one given lesson. This summer I will
work diligently on planning effectively and efficiently so I don’t over
complicate the learning goals for my students. In order to accomplish
this, I will need to narrow the focus of my lessons by identifying the goals that
were established for each of my eight students. The behavioral stated
objectives and learning goals Ms. Heatly and I developed will help guide my
planning to ensure I stay on topic and provide my students with just right
materials and activities. My lesson plans will require specific
considerations for each of my children’s goals and their individual learning
needs.
2. I will strive to use a variety of assessment
measures effectively to guide and plan for my instruction. I will use a
variety of informal and formal (standardized) assessments measures during the summer
to ensure the children reach their learning goals. I will also ensure I use real-time assessment
in order to help me monitor and adjust as well as know when I need to review,
reteach, or pull small groups.
3. In my classroom containing children
with emotional behavior disorders and learning disabilities, it is utmost
important I create a safe learning community that is well managed. Positive reinforcement for approriate behavior will be consistently given to all students throughout my teaching
term. My goal is to ensure that students’ behavior is appropriate so that
I can successfully teach lessons and that learning is occurring. If I have to address disruptive behavior, I
will do so in a calm demeanor, use non-distracting non-verbal signals, and use
as few words as possible to ensure I do not take away from instruction.
When addressing inappropriate behavior, I will be mindful to do it in a
private manner. This will ensure I do not jeopardize the student’s
integrity while also not taking the whole classes attention away from the
lesson at hand.
Thanks for sharing your concerns and your excitement. It is good to be prepared but as you mentioned, overplanning can also be overwhelming to the children. You have to remember to give them things in small short doses. Sometimes overdoing it can cause a student to shut down. I liked your goals too.
ReplyDeleteJamie,
ReplyDeleteI really enjoyed reading your first blog. I love how genuinely reflective you are. Not to mention, I think we share many of the same concerns and goals. I, too, agree that over the course of the next three weeks, we must prepare intentional lessons, both purposeful informal and formal assessments, and a safe, welcoming classroom environment. Whew! And doesn't that sound overwhelming? I am excited to read and "see" how you grow through this experience--now that you do have more independence. I think that we must remember to take it one day at a time and that a purposeful joy comes from our kids and our ability to help them. I know you will make a difference!
-Teresa
Jamie, I enjoyed reading your blog post! You were thorough and provided necessary detail. It is evident that you are an observant and caring teacher who strives to ensure the best for her students. Goal number three really stuck out to me. Especially when working with such a young age, it is important to remember how impressionable kids are! Which is why positive reinforcement and addressing behavior calmly is the thing to do. I have no doubt that you will accomplish this and all other goals. Keep up the good work! Can't wait to read more :)
ReplyDeleteJamie, your students are lucky to have such a dedicated, detailed instructor.
ReplyDeleteYou and Mary have a classroom that is inviting and that's important to those younger students who aren't quite sure about school. You're doing a great job! Keep the lessons interactive and engaging and you will do just fine.
Best of luck.